The Glass Cavern

first and foremost, just want to welcome justallyson to LJ. yay. (seriously. enthusiasm goes here.) i look forward to getting back in touch with you; for good this time :)

now, down to business.

( get ready to spriggle ^_^ )

this post is about two months late XD

Songs From the Aviary is done. It was finished at the beginning of september, and was posted on 9/11. You can listen to the whole thing here, though i don't see why you'd want to.

( And now, an extremely biased review. )

here's an old piece of crap...

might be stretching it a little, but...

1.mozzarella cheese
2.Europe (yes, the whole continent)
3.Fender Stratocasters
4.Dave Pelzer
5.the internet
6.the internet (again)
7.emozebra

...if you can't trust a bank with your money, who can you trust?

while i'm thinking about it, here's a not-so-complete list of my favorite guitar players:

Steve Howe
John Petrucci
Robin Guthrie
David Gilmour
Steve Rothery
Alex Lifeson
The Edge
Steven Wilson
Kirk Pengilly (if just for how he alternates between guitar and saxophone on stage)
Warren Cuccurullo
Robert Fripp
Mike Rutherford (and no, i don't mean Steve Hackett)
Daryl Stuermer
Trevor Rabin
Pete Townsend
Roine Stolt
Ty Tabor
Scott Helland
Rick Vito
Syd Barrett
Emppu Vuorinen (oh, GOD YES!)
Mike Oldfield
Marty Friedman
Mike Holmes
Les Paul (may he rest in peace)

if you don't recognize any of these names, look them up. FOR GOD'S SAKE, DO SOME HOMEWORK!!!

((don't call it a comeback. i never went anywhere XD))

i'm alive.

hopefully soon i'll be able to explain in detail what's going on with me... there are a lot of details, trust me.

adiola.

i came across this picture on my phone a few minutes ago.



god i look terrible XD groove on it?

well, now that i've had some time to cool off and think, here we go again! POST TIEM!!!

first off, i wanted to say sorry for last time. i had a lot of negative energy built up in me that just needed to free itself. even still, it's a shame that you guys had to see me like that. i think that somewhere along the line, i stopped blaming my parents for all of my problems and started blaming myself for holding on to them. you're right, angiewavesgbye, i have to be kinder to myself. and i have to stop playing the blame game.

anyway, on to the real point of this entry...

( work stuff. possibly tl;dr )

GOD, that felt good! talk about negative energy leaving your body... XD

i'd advise most of you not to read this, but then what would be the point of posting it? XD seriously, though... it gets pretty dark after this.

( i'm still drowning... )

generally feeling bad and hating myself.

in case you didn't know...

nosebeepbear is the best thing ever. i'm sure none of us are in disagreement here?

things have been great lately. i mean, AWESOME. so why do i feel so crappy?

actually, i think i know why...

panic attack, anyone?

apparently, i can has... more after tears?

...am I really alive???

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...apparently. anywhich, i can't believe i just drove through that mess... more than that, i can't believe i survived. especially with the windscreen getting covered in ice, and my field of vision gradually getting smaller and smaller... and occasionally losing control of my car ('well, bitch, we're goings to be fightin'" i yelled at one point XD)

i really hope that Zoe's words about this being a repeat of the blizzard of '96 don't come to fruition...

i also think that this whole episode should be evidence that i would totally put my life on the line for sagesaria... i pretty much did XDDDDD

totally did not mean for this to be my first entry in a week+, but shit just happens that way... adiola, yo///./

another entry from wii-ness...

week of fail is week of more fail.

it hasn't even been a month since i repaired my hard drive, and now my monitor's busted.

well, the poor stay broke... *sigh* goddamn it.

...why am i so crappy? DX

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((yeah, it's another one of those entries))

( dude. stuffs. )